Ok...ya'll know I am trying to find a decent guy to have a life with, right? Well I get all sorts of bizarre emails from bizarre freaky dudes almost every damned day; this one claims to have a 165 IQ, but as you will see, he can't SPELL worth a damn. He's also living in some kind of "Story of O" fantasy world, but hey whatever floats yer boat babyyyy. I loved the "Story of O" myself, and hey if there's ever a real Roissy to go visit, I'll put that on my wish list of places to see. Until then, this guy should really get a grip of reality.
BUT...I'm gonna say, some of what he writes truly does resonate with me...and the part about achieving a "clarity," is absolutely TRUE--I totally agree with that. The part about the corset....oh yes....I've always wanted one...mmmm...but for the most part, this is the typical freaky weirdo that I encounter almost daily on that web site. And ya wonder why I'm anti-social....??
(and single)
---Sassy Girl
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Are you as serrious about this reality a I am? For most it would be hell, But, for the right feminine muse it is heaven and the best posable relationship.
First I love all mammal pets and they love me. it is a mater of paying attention and connection. My interests are very broad and eclectic. I grew up behind the scenes in professional theater and film, I love all the arts especially dance and I am also a scientist with a 165 IQ so I am passionately interested and curious about everything.
clarity is the ingredient missing in the vanilla world. Honesty to express deep selfish wants and needs is required so a girl can succeed at becoming his joy. While I accept that others have different valuse let me be very brutaly clear about mine. I am fully at peace with; what I like, what I do, and what I am. If you dont share these values and goals, I understand and I wish you all the best. You are owed the clarity.
This life is not for everyone. This life is about obedience and ultra-femininity training. I seek to support , maintain and take care of a trophy-slave-girl as a totally captive consensually consented in writing to be a non-consent slave. Many girls can not handle being fully taken care of as a kept, totally dependant, sex object. Most men do not want to shoulder the entire burden of your total suport, maintance and life
I am NOT looking for a tie and fuck weekend. Long term only (years)
I require and force growth in all the sensual arts as well as mental and emotional aspects of enslavement. All growth is change. All change is uncomfortable and scary. People don't adapt to what they can avoid or escape. Commitment is the real frightening thing. How many people are frightened of a mere marriage with it easily removable ring? Instead of a removable ring, a metal slave collar is something you can not take off. It is a true tool of captivity. No vanilla emotional surface skimmer will ever know the deep fulfillment and joy of real commitment.
I have lived the committed lifestyle I think you might relate to. I have fully owned and developed a captive girl to be a trophy of ultra-femininity. no mere vanilla woman has the time means or extreme motivation to deeply and consistently focus on femininity.
Besides the obvious, whips, chains, cages, food control, and forced exercise. I am skilled in hypno, the 21 day law of habits, NLP (Neural Linguistics Programming), Behavior Mod, Aversion Training, and many other forms of mental conditioning. I break down old habits and create new ones. I work from the innermost part of the mind outward. My goals go way beyond sex and pain. I see myself as a developer and patron of ultimate femininity.
I have enough power to crush a vanilla spirit -- but I do not want to crush a vanilla spirit, far from it. With such power I have to find the rare and unique one that both wants and needs to be enabled as a classic supper desirable trophy of keep-able femininity. The kind that men have always seen as the most desirable talented possession goals and vision of what I would make of you -- have to match mine. I don't allow just anyone to craw on my floors or into my heart. It takes some time to be sure that this is right for you. More girls want this life, than can thrive in the reality. I have to pick wisely.
Some of my personal core believes are...
Mother Nature gave masculinity aggressive physical power as a survival skill. Femininity is Mother Nature's artful survival skill for thriving in a world of dangerous aggressive males that are not shy about enforcing desirability and quality with violence and pain. It is femininity that a girl uses to inspire her dangerous mate to protect her and feed her. It is this natural femininity that beings forth sensuality, art, tenderness, joy, love and all the things that make life worth living for both male and female.
Perhaps you have realized that the politically-correct, equality-cult has the goal of replacing mother nature's aggressive-masculinity and desirability-based-femininity with a bland, neutered, numb, acceptable, uni-sex, joyless, phony, passionless, sterile "niceness."
The mind trying to follow the PC equality-cult's definition of "good" and the body trying to follow Mother Natures hard-wired definition of "good." an internal civil war, mind vs. body. Of course it can tear a girl apart! So many girls are torn apart by this. They don't seem to realize that the whole PC thing is designed to rip-out and crush your femininity.
This primal sensual natural lifestyle provides an extremely sensual, erotic, tactile, intimately connected life. The high intensity mentally as well as physically produces a laser focus on living in the sensual moment with every nerve ending tuned-in to the fullest. Most people mentally spend here lives focused on the unchangeable and disturbing past or on a iffy future they cant control. All joy, sensation, life and fulfillment can only be found i"in the moment" the present the here and now. The reality is not as perfect as the fantasy -- but it is much much better.
one of my favorite quotes is - “Slavery has many effects on a woman. It softens her, it enhances her beauty, it gives her a profound sense of herself, it fulfills her, it increases considerably, her sexual responsiveness, it increases a thousandfold her capabilities to love, but one effect it does not have, it does not reduce her intelligence.”
But that intelligence can and must be refocused. Even a genius can be held in captivity and forced to refocus onto artful sensuality and femininity. I
I respect and demand extreme femininity, the kind of adorable, flirty, fawning, wanton, sensual, energetic, slithering, undulating, silk, satin, colorful, clinging and deferential femininity that makes life worth living. Some times I think that that I am the last one left to appreciate true desirability-based femininity. This is what I train a slave-girl to be.
Think belly dancer or a geisha or a cat rubbing against a leg, or the electric rippling of crawling like a proud sleek panther The all but forgotten ancient “pleasure slave arts and skills” are such a huge subject that it would take many lifetimes to study practice and excel at them all. No free, vanilla, politically-correct equality-drone has the time, means or motivation to dedicate herself to studying the lost arts created by generations of creative, captive slave-girls as survival skills. This is about living the all consuming, life-long effort to raise femininity to a high art. And to live in the sensual present.
The arts of the feminine "muse" are born of a necessity brought on by inequality and vulnerability that is missing in the neutered vanilla culture. it is profound inequality that makes the dance of responsibility with vulnerability possible. Consider the ultra strong bond between totally unequal new born and new mother. the humbling responsibility to care for and protect the helpless. This is about tough-love, care taking of a dependant. The typical masculinized, macho, aggressively-equal, career-woman just cant thrive being taken-care of as a dependant. She just does not have enough time time "left over" to be developed into an ultra-feminine artistic trophy. I seek the one whose natural femininity is just to strong to be crushed by the PC equality-cult. I know what I seek is very unique and rare.
There are many undesirable habits that a girl picks up from this equality based culture of liberated masculine women. Do you deeply want to be molded into something far more desirable? Do you have personal growth goals that are beyond your willpower to reach alone? Do you respect and admire what I would mold you into. some times I think I am the last one to truly respect Mother natures dependant femininity.
You are obviously very intelligent. I like intelligent, capable and creative. But those traits can unfortunately breed arrogance. Which is unattractive to a lover of the gentle, soft, inspirational, feminine muse. I strive to develop the wonderful and crush the undesirable side-effects. Helplessness and humble dependence are learned attitudes which can be developed as apposed to the innate mental gifts. Could you emotionally physologically handle being kept as a slave that for extended times is fully dependant on a primal level? If so I can create an environment where you can be nurtured and developed to even greater heights of femininity as an attractive humility is also developed.
As an example of methods of teaching helpless humility and dependence I offer this example which can be successful on even a genius. Have you ever been hand fed from an open palm as you kneel hands and elbows cuffed behind. How about for every meal for a week, on the end of a chain the entire time with no other food reachable. I like what such primal dependency does for a girls attitudes as the primal instincts which rise from her depths and take over. After the expected and normal the rebellion stage, hand feeding itself can become a very warm close bonding rather like a mom and a new born. both are the result of extreme inequality and responsible care taking of a helpless total dependant.
I know the best way to train a waist to a corset. She is suspended by the wrists - toes just barely touching the floor for a few minutes so the torso lengthens and thins as the ribs separate and internal organs slightly adjust position. Only Then is he extra long corset put on and cinched down as she hangs there. When finally lowered to her feet the re-positioned internal organs and the long slim waist stay as they were when suspended.
I know exactly what I am doing. Are you sure you really want to be reborn as a highly trained and ultra desirable kept slave-girl? Many dream of the life but living it - being trapped in captivity is an extreme thing. consensually-entered "non-consent" has to be entered into fully informed and willingly in writing for a set period of captivity. a start date and an end date when all consent ends and therefor guarantees release. The first instinct is to escape/avoid change. you like any one will try every thing to escape and gain the power to control. Only after every thing you can think of fails does the inevitable necessity start to trigger adaption. Therefore no escape can be physically possible before the previously agreed release date. Tears, screams, threats, name-calling, tantrums etc do not open padlocks during the "term". The only way to thrive in captivity is by adapting to exactly what your owner wants and doing it well with all your highly focused intelligence, creativity and developed skill. Few men can emotionally handle overpowering a girl doing her best to resist, control and escape. I can and have.
Total (TPE) Ownership and the responsibilities of power, has taught me a lot. I mold my property mind and body like wet clay in my fingers. I see myself as a creative sculptor and a patron of femininity. I play my focused enslaved female body like a violin. This is my art.
This is just the beginning of what I have to teach. I am guessing/hoping that you are as unique and committed to the reality as I am. if you are truly interested there is much much more. I would like to know more about you.
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Heh...take a number and get in line my crazed whacko buddy...but I won't be returning a reply. *shudder* Couldja write me another 50 pages there Mister? Cripes, he does like to hear himself speak, doesn't he.
I think I'll nickname him "Mr. 165 IQ doesn't know how to use SPELL CHECK."
--Sassy Girl
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