I want CAKE!!

Ok I'm writing to my Congressman to complain about this. A woman should be able to have her cake and eat it too, right? I mean men have done that for centuries, why can't WE have a turn?! For the first time EVER in my life, I've got two Dom's to play with. So why the hell are the conspiring AGAINST me...?! The rotten bastages.

I told Peter yesterday that I would see him tomorrow after work, before I take off to visit Pete in Pittsburgh, and that since neither of them mind that I'm sleeping with the other, I wanted to show up all disheveled, still wearing rope, with marks and bruises, and having spooge drip down my leg, just to see if Pete can handle the concept of sloppy seconds...but Peter refused to oblige my sick and twisted plan. Can you believe THAT?! I mean, THE NERVE!!

You would THINK that most men would line up for such a task. But nooooo, not Peter. Mr. "I gotta be noble" all the damned time, he won't even venture there with me. He says he loves me all disheveled and giggly and wrapped in rope, he doesn't even mind the spooge on my leg...but not right before a 5 hour ride in a car as it gets dark.

Then Pete laughed when I said I was writing to my Congressman about it; he said, "You do realize that in Congress, it's mostly MEN, right? So I really don't think they will help you one bit." THE SHIT!! He's RIGHT! PISS ON THE MOON!! DAMMIT STRAIGHT TO HELL AND BACK!! It's all rigged, RIGGED, I tell ya!!

Well, all I know is, I want cake. Hmph.

Peter teases me about "double-teaming" me with Pete when he and his friend "Vixen" come to visit me at the end of July...but I know that's not REALLY gonna happen. SIGH. I don't even know if I would like that or not, for real. But it's a tantalizing thing to think about though. I've never had a threesome or anything wild like that before. Damn, the more I think about it, the more I realize I've somehow managed to make it to 40 years old, but in reality, I haven't really LIVED yet. What a friggin' waste. I got some catchin' up to do with the rest of the corrupted world.
I mean why the hell should I keep being the only goody-goody on the planet?!

I went to a local BDSM store yesterday during my lunch break and bought myself some fun nipply toys. They have a suction cup that goes around the nipple, and inside the center of it, there's a round rubbery piece with tiny nubs on it, which I guess pushes down on the center of the nipple, and the whole thing vibrates...cool eh? I tried them last night. They aren't as intense as I had hoped, but they are quite nice. The real big intense suction cup thingy's were over $100 bucks, so these were cheaper, I guess you get what you pay for. But still they should be interesting.

Well, so I'm in a state of constant arousal over here, and there's nothing these two Dom's will let me do about it. GRRRRR. I may just have to bite the next time I give them a bj. Mmmmmuuuhahahaha. I want CAKE dammit.

Love, Sassy Girl