Ok so I spent 4 days and nights in a row with Pete this past weekend, and I didn't feel the urge to kill him, so that's a good thing, right?! I did feel the urge to cry and be upset a few times, but only actually DID that once. I did feel frustrated a few times too. But all in all, it was a pretty good weekend.
I returned to DC to learn from my employment agency that the current job I've got here is actually going to offer me the position full time permanently...and that threw me right into chaos again. DAMMIT!! That's what I've been WANTING all this time, and I'm so CLOSE to getting it...I mean this company rocks, and the benefits are kick-ass awesome. So this is really like a feeling of, the most security I've been able to achieve here...and to give that up voluntarily for an UKNOWN situation is like, hugely scarey to me. So of course that feeling led to a meltdown. SIGH.
Then today I got a call for a job interview in Pittsburgh; and then I checked my email and got ANOTHER employment interest, wanting to schedule an interview too! That's two jobs in one day who want me there to interview ASAP....pretty cool... I feel more encouraged now. So we'll see how it goes. The awkward thing is the one interview is happening in the morning of our departure for the BDSM weekend Pete and Vixen and I are going to that weekend; I can just hear it now, the interviewer says, "So where are you heading," and I say, "Oooohhh well I'm going to a BDSM event to get my ass flogged." Yeah THAT'LL get me the job, won't it...mmmm hmmmm...
It's going to be a very chaotic and busy month. I'm taking some days off, so I'm putting in 10 hour days the rest of the week so I can do that and still have 40 hours on the paycheck. Then I'll put in my notice soon and pack all my stuff and on and on and on...this roller coaster ride of my life just keeps on a'rollin'...
And Peter is coming over tomorrow after work, so THAT should be interesting to see how much my chaos comes to the surface while he's with me...lately it's been happening a lot with him. It's going to be so hard to leave him behind. So I totally expect to be a complete basketcase for at least the first 3 or 4 months after I move.
Ahhh yes, what fun to look forward to, huh? SIGHHH...let's hope this works out and doesn't become the biggest mistake of my life, or somebody's head is gonna roll.
Bye for now.
Love, Sassy Girl
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