Sunday, September 28, 2008

Howz about some cleavage?

Ok so I have received emails from Peter explaining that when he promised me that he would be there to play with me even after I moved, he had every intention of following through with it. But, he also said he has spent some time thinking about everything since I left DC, and he feels rather lucky that he never got caught by his wife with me, and he doesn't want to push his luck, so now he feels it's best if he spends more time focusing on his family and his marriage. He feels badly that he's breaking a promise to me, but at the same time, he is trying to make a new promise to himself. When he put it that way, I feel defeat. I'm telling myself, "Okay, leave the man alone then, let him be a good boy, let him try to keep his promise to himself, and encourage him...at least for now."

But, of course, I'm a devil's advocate sitting here at the same time, wishing to hell he would reconsider this goody goody thing. So, because I'm a stinker, and I would like to persuade him, here's some cheesecake photos of cleavage just to tease him, and of course, anybody else who cares to read this blog-o-mine....enjoy.


















These photos were taken by Pete in a hotel room while I was wearing my corset, before going to the festivities at the Floating World BDSM weekend party.

I do understand Peter's need for being home and focusing on his marriage and his kids, and I commend him for that, and I wish I didn't have mixed feelings about it, but I'm not perfect, so I do have some gnawing and yearning for him to change his mind. But at the same time, one of the biggest problems I felt while being with him was the whole "you might get caught" idea, and so I have to admit that I'm relieved that he's not going out looking for someone else at least. I don't know if we'll ever get to play again, even WITH Pete's blessing, but I'm glad he's doing the right thing...despite my naughty wish to the contrary.

Love, Sassy Girl

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