It's Just The Rain

Pete made an interesting observation after reading my previous post. He said, "When you first met Peter, you told me you didn't give him the time of day," (which is true, I didn't), "and yet he persisted and kept pestering you and pursuing you. Funny how the roles are reversed now that everything is ended."

I have nothing much to say to that. What can be said really?

I'm just sad, that's all. I will be for a long while I think.

Pete also wondered if perhaps Peter is having a difficult time now that I'm gone, maybe he's missing me more than he cares to admit, and has to compartmentalize everything (which I do know he does a lot), and so he feels a need to put a clean break in between our friendship for awhile, in order to get over me, unlike the other women he's had affairs with, whom he has apparently had no problems with staying in contact with over the years.

I wonder if Pete just SAID that to make me feel better. No matter, I just love him for that. It may just be a crock for all I know, Peter may just not have had ANY real feelings for me at all, and I was duped the whole time I knew him. Who knows?

So Peter, read these lyrics of this Journey song, it's a dedication to you. You're living this song every day in your vanilla life. It won't make you happy. But okay, go do what you need to do. I'm just horribly disappointed in you right now.

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IT'S JUST THE RAIN

Once in your life you love...
Once in your life you try...
When the one you're holdin'
Is the one that tears you apart.

Deep in her arms you lie...
Deep in the night her eyes,
Tell your secrets
To the one you try to deny.

Touch me...
Touch me crazy...
How your...
kiss betrays me.
It's not the love...
It's just the rain...

Two broken hearts...
But not in vain.
It's not the love...
It's just the rain.

Inside you keep on lyin'...
Inside your soul is dyin'...
You still can't hold back
Still you can't say...goodbye...

Touch me...
Touch me crazy...
How your...
kiss betrays me...
It's not the love...
It's just the rain.

Two broken hearts
But not in vain.
No easy lie.
No one's to blame.

It's not the love...
It's just the rain.

Ohhhhhhh...it's just the rain.
Fallin', fallin',
fallin'...
Oooohhhhhoooohhhhh
It's just the rain.


----Sassy Girl