SIGH

So okay now I feel like a total hag-n-a-half because just as I finished the last entry, Pete came home with flowers, a pretty necklace with matching earrings, and a hot cocoa set with s'more kit for us to share...just a few little gifts to cheer me up. He thought I had said earlier, when he asked what he could do, "buy me something." I have never ONCE in my entire LIFE said those words to ANYBODY for ANY REASON, though, so I told him he was mistaken, and what I said to him was, "There's nothing you can do." How in the world he got "buy me something" out of THAT, I'll never know.

He does care. I know this. I don't want to be viewed as an ungrateful wench who complains all the time, but I'm just having a bad day. I'm glad it's almost over.

Of course, these presents also come with the declaration that I won't see him at all tomorrow, he's going to rehearsal right after work and won't be home until much later than usual. SIGH.

I asked him this morning which street corner would be better for me to stand on, or which parking lot was better for blowjobs at $100 a pop...that seems to be the only thing I'm good at, and I could make a pretty good living doing it, as a self-employed entrepreneur. All I need is craig's list, and I'm ready to roll.

This is what my life has become.

---Sassy Girl