I don't know if you read this blog anymore Peter, but it would be nice to talk with you about some things going on around here lately. I am very worried right now about a lump in my right breast. I go to the mammogram/biopsy on Thursday to get a closer look to find out what's going on with it, but I'm scared. You went through this with your wife, so you're the only "expert" I know about this stuff, and I really wish you would talk to me about it. I need some reassurance. I need some information about it. I don't know what to do.
Today Pete's mom treated me like crap, and I'm so burned out from being everybody's everything lately, I just don't want to be here anymore. I feel stressed out to the max, and lonely. I feel like I've lost my SELF. I'm only 41. I'm too young to be sitting home all the time with an 88 year old woman who drives me nuts with her drama-queen-attention-whore attitude all the time. Everything is a major issue with her, she makes mountains out of mole hills, and frankly I'm fed up with all the confusing stuff that she gets spinning on with her bipolar mess. I could not deal with my ex-boyfriend Richard who had bipolar, and I certainly can't deal with my own mother who is somewhat mental, so how the hell can Pete expect me to handle and deal with his mother, who is the worst case of them all? I'm just not cut out for this, and I certainly didn't sign up for this when I moved here in September either.
If you have any compassion at all for me, Peter, will you please write to me? Just once? I really need your advice about this breast lump issue, and anything you can provide, whether it's web site links, or places to call, or people who can help me with this, I would greatly appreciate it. I just don't know who else to turn to.
Love, Sassy Girl
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