UN-friggin'-BELIEVABLE!!!

--- On Wed, 6/4/08, Pete wrote:


From: Pete
Subject: What I want
To: "Sassy Girl"
Date: Wednesday, June 4, 2008, 4:56 PM


[SASSY GIRL]!

You have told me a lot of what you think other people want and how
you are good with it all. You came dangerously close to telling me
what I want, but you didn't, good. So let me tell you what I want.

I want you in my bed room on Friday June 6th by the time I get home
from the play.
I want your face washed.
I want you naked, blind folded, and on all fours on my bed, with your
head facing the fire place.

I will let you ponder what I will do when I get home.

I want to make love with you on Saturday morning.
I want to feed you breakfast.
I want to tie you up and leave you there while I go to rehearsal.
(You will have plenty of time to think about what I want.)
I want to come home, spank your ass, and put a butt plug in you.
I want you to go to the show Saturday night and feel me on (and in)
your ass the whole time.
I want to take you to [THE DUNGEON] after the show.

I want to make love with you again on Sunday morning and send you on
your way before I have rehearsal.

OK, now in previous posts I have told you how I feel. I have now just
told you what I want.

You can either stick with a guy who you can see once (twice if your
lucky) a week, who tweaks your nipples, smacks your ass, fucks you,
and runs...

Or you can take a chance on a guy who wants to guide you, hold you,
strengthen you, love you, grow with you, kiss you, tie you up, mind
fuck you, pamper you, spank you, caress you, and grow together with
you for a very very long time.

If you are ready to take a chance and see when it all ends up, I'll
see you on Friday night.
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MY REPLY:
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PETE!!

You DO know of course, that this is the MOST sexiest, awesome email I have EVER received in my entire LIFE...right? And I have read and re-read it about a dozen times so far...and....of course, it's going to be copied and pasted on the blog...you know that too, right?!! GOD BLESS YOU SIR. That's all I can say at the moment......let me breathe a little bit before I try to think.......

*BREATHING*

............ahem.

Ok....after my phone call to you on my ride home from work, Peter called. I was laying naked in my bed, petting [the dog], and talking to him about you. I read this email to him. He said, "You may tell Pete this, and I am telling you with all the love and sincerity that I feel for you, I am VERY happy that he is stepping up to offer you what you have needed for so long...I am VERY happy that he can give you what you need to feed your soul...I am supportive and encouraging you to go see him this weekend, and as many weekends as you possibly can. This relationship is something I see sparkling in your eyes, I could tell at lunch today that you are smitten. I want you to be happy, and I want to tell you both that THIS WILL NOT CHANGE my feelings for you, nor will it change the nature of OUR relationship, it will continue and be all that it has been. I am GLAD this is happening in your life, you've been alone too long, and you NEED this. I want you to tell Pete that I said thank you for treating you well, and for giving you what you need, but I am NOT, I repeat, I am NOT trying to push you away, and I don't want YOU to think that I'm "relieved" about not having to (he mocked my words that I have said to HIM many times): "deal with a silly subbie bitch like me" anymore...I want you to know that MY feelings won't change for you, and I hope that your feelings for me will continue as well, because you ARE very special, as I have told you all along, you truly ARE a very rare gem, and I believe that you SHOULD be treated with love and respect and honor like he is treating you...so, please, go to Pittsburgh, enjoy it, let him be what you need him to be...and I will always be here too."

We talked more, obviously, but that was what he wanted me to tell you.

He is also going to skip seeing me on Friday so I can leave right from work to come over. I will still be with him tomorrow night after work, but he is fine with missing Friday...

From both of you, I have been given permission to love you back. I cannot even describe how I feel right now...

That.............is really what I needed. Now I am very emotional, and feel like crying--- happily crying, feeling hugely relieved...I mean, I have felt flattered by your attention and advances, but also I have tried to be understanding of your lovelife situation. I have tried to be objective, neutral, putting on the brakes, realistic, and taking my time in digesting all of this---it's all happened so fast----but part of that holding back was also feeling a tug-of-war on my heart, worrying about how Peter felt or if I'd be hurting him somehow. Now that I know how he feels, and how YOU feel and what YOU want....I have a huge relief...and I want to run to you.

Love, Sassy Girl