GOOD NEWS

Pete and I are getting the house!!

A real HOUSE...for the first time in my whole LIFE...I can't even TELL you how much this means to me.

All this time, living here in Pittsburgh for the past 5 months, it has felt like a temporary situation, and I could just go back to DC anytime I wanted to, when things got rough or I just felt unhappy and homesick. But now, with a house, I will not be able to do that. To me, that feels more permanent, more substantial, like I really AM heading for a good life with Pete, and then on top of getting this house, he asked me if I might want to start making wedding plans for 2010....and why not have the wedding at the new house?!

Now THAT is an idea I never thought of before...so it's got my head spinning right now, but for the time being I do feel an immense CALMNESS coming over me, like FINALLY I can say I have a permanent place to live, and one that I can make into my own dream home, along with Pete who loves me more than I've ever been loved in my whole life by anybody else.

We sign the lease this week. That means we have FIVE WEEKS to get everything packed and ready to go. FIVE WEEKS!! AAAUUGGHHH!!! I will be very busy for awhile, but suffice it to say, I will be much happier embarking on the next phase of this relationship---as rocky as it has sometimes been, overall things between Pete and I are really good most of the time. I just have to learn to stick it out and not feel the urge to run away whenever we have an argument or something.

I do have to admit, last week sucked because I had a horrible bout of PMS, and it caused me to be overly emotional about everything, to the point of melting down and threatening to leave, and I think perhaps going to a doctor for some kind of pill to keep the PMS monster from rearing its ugly head next time would do me some good.

We attended a BDSM munch last night, it was quite nice, and we had a good time. Some of those people didn't even know what the heck a hitachi wand was!! Unbelievable. But they taught US that you can get a Remington razor and a piece of plastic tubing from Home Depot, and make an awesome vibrator all your own.

Now that we've got the house, we'll be living closer to the local dungeon and we will be able to attend more munches like that one too, which is a good thing. Pete has also said that I need more D/s than he's been able to give me, (due to all of his plays happening so much, he's gone a lot), so he's not going to sign up to be in another play all summer, so that he can devote more time to giving me the D/s that I need so badly. That's going to help a LOT.

We had a little play time this morning that was quite lovely. He likes to use the shackles on the bed to tie me down with my legs in the air, and use the hitachi on me, along with some anal toys at the same time....it's awesome....but now I get to do laundry, the whole damned bed is soaked through! Ah well, what can ya do. That's the life of a squirting subbie such as me. He's also going to start re-training my nipples to wear my clamps again, as we have not used them much at all since I moved here, and I used to be able to wear them a long time, but not anymore. He wants to work up to having me wear them every day, even at work sometimes. I like that idea very much. I do love nipple torture, and he loves giving it, so that WORKS!!

Bye for now.

Love, Sassy Girl